Do You know what do I Imagine sometimes...I imagine a wooden Chair,
pretty inclined one...Me Reading a book...the room is lit by feeble indirect sunlight.
Yes I rained Yesterday But You can still get the aroma of rain near the Jute swing in balcony it may be little wet too.
...Were we nice to the people, did we take care of the family & friends, Did we upbring our child to become a good human being...These questions have been answered long back. We are old and memories are fading now. You nag when I tell the same old story 20th time to someone. But I can not recall anything else apart from the story. We are old and we are happy. You are sitting just behind me I can not see you but I know it will give me immense sense of satisfaction that when I turn around and I will see you.
You hate that Big Tree outside the house...all these leaves and insects it creates..But I live by that tree..it's Old like me...its has seen all the shades of gray like I did.And the life went On...
I have been a science nerd my whole life and I know that we are so insignificant in this universe I know our lives did not make much changes in the entropy of it. We will die and melt into the sand. But I believe that we lived our lives beamed up some crazy phone talk radio signal into outer space that will last forever and ever. Going beyond galaxies, suns, moons and planets. I remember the endless talks we had and there is not a day goes by me thinking about them.
I know that I have got Nothing to lose now. Even you! Because you are a part of me...losing you will be losing a part of me and I will survive for some time longer maybe.
And you are the one who is gone crazy hiding cricket balls of children and always complaining about the old tree outside...But you still love chocolates...don’t you..!
I would say “I have already grown up a child with a lot of pain...I can not handle this child anymore...”
I would say “I have already grown up a child with a lot of pain...I can not handle this child anymore...”
People get old and seek god. You start praying for life and mercy now...But I have been an atheist my whole life. I went to the temple and stared them in the eyes.
You get sick...hiding under the big blanket barely walking out of room for a few days. Drains all drops this man has got in malfunctioning eye glands. You stood by me at everytime until for so long. I gather It's my time now. But I will still go to play cards this afternooon I always was bad at this game, now I have all the time to improve.
As you lie in that bed...pretty motionless. All I want to say is...
“You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I was just a wandering boy off the street. I became a man because of you. I learned to forgo things and Yet enjoy them.
I forgot to complain about every shortcoming around me. I know my world is just perfect for One more person for whom I wanted it to be perfect more than anyone else. I don't have to tell you these things as I know you know it...already...“
